yeah i know it's been damn long since i touched this blog, but i guess the next time i do this it'll be when i'm 50 years old or something. but i don't have the determination to do this with all the crap going on. the homework, the stress, even my sleep isn't going well. haiz, i guess i'm never going to get this blogging thing right.
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Tuesday, September 05, 2006
today, i never took my eyes off the laptop after i came back from school. well, it was boriiiiiiiiiiiing!!!!!!!i had to find something to do.
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Dear Rebecca, please dont bug me anymore.
Don't ever,ever,ever,ever,ever,ever not sms me back! you heard?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
exam is so not over and the stress is driving me crazy. sometimes i wonder if my principle is crazy or mad. he gives us the presure to score high marks in psle and add CA3. so many exams that i wish there is no law against killing , then i can kill that irritating vip, a.k.a. the principle!
.staying in the dark.
Today, Mdm Toh, my chinese teacher, asked us to finish a compo. within 50 minutes. But i can't! i was distracted so easily that i can practically keep talking that i haven even write a single word. i managed to finish it before school ends, but the corrections for the previous compo. isn't done. i had to rush it out in 15 minutes because Mother would REEEEEEALLY worried if i reached home after 1.30 p.m. i didn't want her to worry, so i handed in my compo. book with the corrections half done. my conscience is eating me away, but i didn't want to do actually. i feel miserable.
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People born in the Year of the Rooster are deep thinkers, capable, and talented. They like to be busy and are devoted beyond their capabilities and are deeply disappointed if they fail. People born in the Rooster Year are often a bit eccentric, and often have rather difficult relationship with others. They always think they are right and usually are! They frequently are loners and though they give the outward impression of being adventurous, they are timid. Rooster people¡¦s emotions like their fortunes, swing very high to very low. They can be selfish and too outspoken, but are always interesting and can be extremely brave.
People born in the Year of the Dog possess the best traits of human nature. They have a deep sense of loyalty, are honest, and inspire other people¡¦s confidence because they know how to keep secrets. But Dog People are somewhat selfish, terribly stubborn, and eccentric. They care little for wealth, yet somehow always seem to have money. They can be cold emotionally and sometimes distant at parties. They can find fault with many things and are noted for their sharp tongues. Dog people make good leaders.
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Wednesday, March 08, 2006
i went ice-skating last Sunday. it was fun and i got reeeeeeeally wet! i fell down so many times on the ice that i was freezing. my glove was so wet too! and i learned pretty fast too. i learned how tobe steady and i could skate with my cousins already. i could even be faster than them!
theres gooooooooo
od news. there was some changes and i won rebecca in science by two marks. results are:
maths-91.5 A*
english-82 A
science-93 A*
chinese-86 A
higher chinese-80.5 distinction
:)
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Today, i had been so frustrated. i lost to Rebecca in all the subjects.if you're Rebecca, dont ask me if im sure or not. i know thats you fav. question. i always had bad results,(to me) i dont know why i cant get over this, im just freakin' am! tommorrow teacher is going to tell us our english total score. i'll bet i lost to rebecca again. english had always been my weakest subject, always had been... i dont know to make myself like studying, even if i force myself to study, it's useless. because im not interested in studying and things WILL NOT get into my head. i wish im poor sometimes, i wont have a television to get me engrossed in, i wont have to waste my pointless time uneccessarily. wanna know my marks? see how bad it is?than look carefully;
chinese:86.2
math:91.5
science:91
higher chinese:80.5
i know most people think that this is already very high marks. but you know what? my targets are 95 for every subject. but its impossible! that can never happen. it never had, and never will...
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